I get frustrated

For Berniece

I get frustrated cause my heart is with you when I meet other people.

It’s our awkwardness I try to forge with strangers.

It is a severe danger I am aware but somehow I feel that somehow it will connect with someone else.

And I get frustrated. Cause I can’t describe how I feel with anyone else.

It’s like you kept the key to my emotions cause youre the only one I explain it clearly to.

I mean you know me.

Like know me know me.

You held me down my first month of college sent me quarters to wash my laundry.

I’m in such a quandary.

Cause I love you from the top of the mountain, to the bottom of the sea.

There was a time I thought you complete me.

I mean you still do cause you keep my emotions with you.

I never go to deep with anyone cause all I do is go back to you.

My dark chocolate boo damn girl I remember the day I met you.

It was math class and I couldn’t stop staring.

i joked with you until I got your number.

And from then on Etched in my memory was your easy cell phone number.